sleepless nights

 So here i am is 11:41 pm and i'm still wide awake, knowing that i have a job interview tomorrow morning, i don't know what's going on with me lately, but i haven't been able to sleep well. Is not like  i'm doing much just siting here in front of the computer writing while i try to watch criminal mind and listen to music at the same time, wow! what a combination don't you think? lol  and believe i am tire, i want to close my eyes but when i try doing it i just be tossing, flipping, and moving all over my bed without any luck. That's a reason of why i pay a visit to the doctor i'm to young to be going through what ever it is going on with me, maybe is lack of vitamin or something. I do know i don't focus as i use to and pretty much i'm always tire. Wondering what's wrong with me? i wont lie i am a little scare and worry of what it might be. Hopefully its nothing wrong and its just stress and anxiety i prefer that than something extreme or not curable. Maybe that's the reason of why when i wake up i always have a body ache in the mornings, maybe is the lack of sleep that is causing my body all this pain and a comforting feeling. I could go weeks going to sleeping at 2 or 3 in the am and its very frustrating, but i need to figure something out that i wont have to take no sleeping pills, nooo way i'm not doing that, i don't believe on pills, maybe natural stuff like tea, roots or leafs might help.

 All i know is that i want to sleep, i want to be able to sleep without been a big deal like any other human being. Is that to much to ask? i don't think so, lol i think i have watch all the episodes of criminal mind, cold cases, without a trace and so on. Ohhh and on top of that my kids come to my bed every single night so you can only imaging, they move a lot and then i'm squish in a corner of the bed so yeah not looking good for me,  that's the story of my life, no wonder i'm always in a bad mood and grumpy, yayyy for me!